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Panic


I’m sitting here wishing,

Waiting for a trip beyond this.

Nothing can keep me from this moment

Not even the death that grips my mind.

The grace of all missery, dressed in a gown of

black.

The fury of her hatred, a burning polaris

igniting a trepid reaction to a meaningless vision

The heart beating faster than the speed of

light

time around me drowns and moans

Gasping for air I’m sinking slowly waiting

Sinking, deep, dangerous, dark, distraught

Time has gone, light has gone

beats beat faster

sense is senselessness without emotion

Distorted smashed into shards

Filled with fear it’s closing me down

No returning from this eruption

I’m a canibal

Eating my own soul

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This my dears, this is my life!


Withering tea spoons upon the side
Stained with a Browning essence that represents the start of a morning.
Pondering through the streets like every other day before, dog shit on the pavement, last night’s drunks overcrowding the bus stop.
The forty seven bus to Whitechapel is crowded the cold autumn air seeping through the windows we sit next to.
The crazy guy murmuring his black magic quoting songs from an era long forgotten.
Concerned the person opposite might vomit upon the old dear in the seats infront of him.
Despite the time Liverpool shakes with the booming vibrations of the night before, despite being so close what different lives we live. Twenty four hour party people with an aim to impress.
This journey becomes so familiar, it could be done without eyes.
To and fro so many times per week, a nightmare recurring this it seems is my life.

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